So I go to a school where people are generally not nice. I used to deal with this issue fine and had friendships elsewhere. However, recently I have lost those people and am feeling like the world is closing in on me. I am silently bawling as I write this. I thought I was going to get to move to a Christian private school but long story short here I am. I don’t know how much longer I can hold on. I would appreciate prayer for the will to live and a change in this situation.
I play volleyball, and am sick of the painful things I have to deal with to play the sport I love. I used to be an outgoing, engaging person, but I feel like a shadow of my former self. I don’t know how much longer I can hold on. What is wrong with me? Will I ever have people who care and support me?
|September 23, 2016 at 22:15|
Oh my goodness, I cannot even express how sorry I am. I can definitely empathize, I moved around a lot all through high school so I never felt like I fit in anywhere. It was awful.
But please do hold on! Things will get so much better. I recently started college and it’s so different from high school. It’s really great.
As far as losing friends…things change. You change, your friends change. You’ll lose friends, but you’ll make more. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with you.
Oh, and as far as making friends–be open. Some of my favorite people have come from really surprising places, or been people I didn’t think I’d really like/have much in common with. So you never know! And in the meantime, you can always hang out/vent/chat with us PI girls 🙂 Hope you feel better <3
|September 23, 2016 at 23:42|
I feel the EXACT same way. People are so cruel and the people who you think are your friends are being nice to you one minute and talking smack about you the next. I myself am very outgoing and have found myself being really quiet around people nowadays. I dislike that about myself.
My advice to you is to ask God to put some good Godly friends in your pathway. He’s done it for me, so I have no doubt God will do it for you. In the meantime, I will be praying for you!
|October 6, 2016 at 20:01|
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