Okay…so.. I’ve been struggling a lot with fear/depression and waiting. Long story short, there is this guy that I thought God was giving me all these signs that I was supposed to marry him, my best friend knew this for a long time and now they both like each other. I’m pretty sure he used to like me but I think he went for my friend because she’s less shy and more flirty (not to mention really pretty). Now I’m extremely disappointed in my friend and “dream guy”. Now that I know he likes her it makes me like him significantly less, but there were so many signs, I gave it to God and I felt like He had a plan for us. Maybe all the “signs” we’re just coincidence and false confidence or maybe I’m supposed to be patient and God will still do something there in which case I don’t even know if I’d like this guy anymore. I’m such a mixed bag of emotions right now!! I don’t know what to do. I feel like I’ve lost my only good friend and my chances with this guy. My friend has always had guys interested in her and this is the first time I’ve felt like I’ve had a mutual interest in someon and I feel like I blew it.
|September 24, 2015 at 12:28|
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