So it’s been a year. A year of me loving him & he not knowing I do. It was love at first sight. I loved him even before I heard his voice, before I knew he was studying to be a doctor, I love him sweaty, I live his heart condition, I live his blue eyes, his chubby foots and oversized hands, I love the way he walks and smells and worship. I love the way he worships and I love the tummy he hates, I love his smile, I love him. I’m madly and most ardently in love with him. I can assure you from my side it was. Took him over 9 months to talk to me for the very first time. I can tell he likes me too, I beg The Lord such time for that, I was sure he was the one. I am sure he is. I know he is. But it seems that now besides him starting medical school, a friend of his thinks that he likes me, he is not seeing me but God and that’s what he is attracted to. It’s so simple for him to give up on me. I have cried so hard unto God to take this feeling away from me. I guess I’m currently in what you call a very deep love sick depression. See, I know he never lead me on. I guess I was wrong, & now I need to understand he simply doesn’t like me, which is okay. But I knew he is the one. In prayer I know The Lord confirmed it. I knew he was the one for me. I’m now starting college next week and my intentions are to start as a plain canvas. What should I do with this useless feeling of mine? Help please help. Help
|August 14, 2015 at 09:48|
Live= love. Typo
|August 14, 2015 at 10:04|
I believe God will be your comfort, as God helped me through my heartbreak as well. Stay close to God (study Bible and pray),and give all your worries to Him.
|August 24, 2015 at 06:42|
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