How long am I supposed to hold on? I know God loves me. And I love him. But life is hard, and lonely, and stressful, and full of pressure. But I suck it up and push aside my feelings and pretend to be a soldier or robot. It feels like that is the only way i can push on. But robots malfunction and soldiers are wounded. Emotions are so hard to handle. Is there a point to look forward to? What am I marching towards in life other than going to Heaven and seeing my Lord? It is so hard to deal with disappointment, or anger or frustration from other people. Even when they don’t say, you can tell. I failed again. The word again is used just as much as the word forgive. It’s a circle. you fail, people are mad, you cry, they forgive, you get back up, you trip. But every time you fall, it gets 10x harder to get back up. What happens when the next time I fall and my legs break? So then I will crawl until my arms give out. And what if my legs have already broken? How long are my arms supposed to carry me? Do I quit before it hurts too much or wait till the very end full of pain and regret. This whole message probably doesn’t make any sense. Do you feel how I feel? Does someone get it? Or am I alone, still too afraid to say something to the ones who love me.
|January 6, 2015 at 23:16|
|January 7, 2015 at 15:03|
Sometimes it’s hard because you feel like you’re in it alone. (And that’s something I can relate to.) Like, God loves you, but he’s not here helping you. But we’re not in it alone; at least we don’t have to be if we allow ourselves to ask help others and God
The only way we can stay strong is not within ourselves, but by God’s grace and strength working through us. 1 Peter 5:7 says to cast our cares on him. That encompasses our anxieties, worries, and pressures as well.
We can’t do everything on our own. So, if your legs break, God is your crutch. If your arms break, he will carry you. Or maybe he’s been carrying you the whole time.
|January 8, 2015 at 15:13|
With God all things are possible! God loves you so much!! Don’t give up faith! He is there with you every step of the way even when it doesn’t feel like it. He loves you girl! God doesn’t give us a temptation harder than we can handle. (Corinthians 10:13) He will help, just lean on him and give Him your all. praying for u girl..
|January 14, 2015 at 18:27|
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