Really my entire life ive been cast down by everyone, recently its been getting worse, my family sees me as a worthless piece of trash, i was told i was a mistake, that nobody wants me.
I feel so worthless and alone. Like nobody really cares anymore. I’m depressed, suicidal, i just don’t want to be around anymore. I need help but i don’t know where to turn.
|April 14, 2015 at 22:02|
I can’t say I know how you feel, but I do know from personal experience that committing suicide is the worst possible thing you could do. Trust me, please– someone near to me tried (but failed, thank God) to commit it and it ripped my heart out and I will never, as long as I live, look at that person the same.
Please, I BEG you, get help. Tell a teacher, call a hotline, do SOMETHING. But please, PLEASE, for the love of all things holy, do not try to commit suicide. It may not be clear now, but there are MANY things worth living for.
|April 14, 2015 at 22:22|
Call the Samaritan’s hotline immediately if you feel suicidal.
Remember that other people’s inability to see your value does not decrease it in any way. Whether you are adored as a celebrity or torn apart by people does not determine your self-worth. It’s the same either way.
As a human being, no matter what you have indelible worth. You simply can’t lose it. If you were to take a $100 bill and crush it beneath your feet, would it lose it’s value? If you lied to someone and told them it wasn’t worth anything, would it lose it’s value? Of course not. Even if you scribbled on it or tore it, it would still be worth $100. And how much MORE valuable are you than a piece of paper? So you see, no matter what people do or say, you can’t lose your value. It’s impossible.
People may say you were a mistake, but if they do they are disagreeing with what God says. God says he knew you before you were born, and he created you inside your mother’s womb.
I know things are difficult now, but stay in faith. God can create a masterpiece out of a messy life.
|April 15, 2015 at 10:26|
|April 15, 2015 at 11:02|
You are very important and special to Jesus! He loves you! Even though I have never seen you or talked to you, just know that I love you too. I think you look so beautiful (You have awesome hair and eyebrows!!!)!! Just remember that even if your parents never planned you that God DID!! He planned you before the world had even been made!!!!
|April 15, 2015 at 11:42|
^I agree with Nate, you’re really pretty!
|April 15, 2015 at 12:02|
Thanks everyone. I still just want to die. Right now I’m crying my eyes out. I don’t have any friends anymore. I always manage to mess things up. I don’t want to be here anymore
|April 18, 2015 at 11:17|
“16 Do you not know that you are a temple of God and that the Spirit of God dwells in you? 17 If any man destroys the temple of God, God will destroy him, for the temple of God is holy, and that is what you are.”(1 Corinthians 3:16-17)
|April 18, 2015 at 13:16|
Thanks. But verses don’t help
|April 18, 2015 at 15:58|
I’ve been in a place where I didn’t want to be here anymore. I’ve been in a place where I just wanted to disappear, or I wished that I had never existed. I never attempted suicide because I knew God didn’t want me to, but that doesn’t work for everyone. More than people putting me down, I put myself down. There have been times when I didn’t leave the house for days, and just riding in the car was a good thing. Sometimes you have to make yourself start doing things (which I know is easy to say and hard to do). I go to therapy twice a week and take three different medications, but it is important to get to the point where you want to go to therapy and want help. I don’t know if this would work for you, but sometimes when I knew I was feeling really down I would just ask someone to come sit in the room with me. Believe me you are not alone in your fight. I was diagnosed with OCD and underlying anxiety and depression in 8th grade (7 years ago), and I have been fighting it ever since. Keep fighting.
|April 28, 2015 at 20:04|
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