^Basically what the title says. I wish holidays like Thanksgiving and Christmas were special and meaningful. I mean we do celebrate but now that I and most of my siblings are adults no one ever makes an effort to spend it together (we live in different states). I guess…idk I love the holidays but no one else in my family makes much of an effort.
Some of the stuff my parents believe is kind of crazy and I think they are both depressed to some extent (and were when I was growing up too) so they never seem to care or get that excited about the holidays (or a lot of stuff actually).
Anyway, normally I’m really happy living on my own but lately I’ve been wishing I could go home for the holidays and see everyone in my family but I don’t think I’ll be able to and it really makes me sad.