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I feel extremely bad for posting about this, but I have no where else to turn.
backstory:I struggle with depression, anxiety, occasional self harm, and an eating disorder. And this takes a toll on my relationship of 6 months to my boyfriend who also have mild depression.
Recently he has been pressuring me to have sex with him, and no matter how many times I say no, he keeps asking. But I promised myself and an extremely close guy friend I would stay abstinent. and he said he’d do whatever it took to make sure I kept that promise. the story behind my friend, is that last year I fell in love with him behind my parents back. It was behind their back because he was a junior and I was a freshman. The current situation is hes a senior, im a sophomore, and my boyfriend is a junior. All the time my boyfriend is pressuring me sexually, taking and searching through my phone, and has even laid hands on me before. My best friend who also struggles with depression, self harm and is moving an hour away tells me to get out of the relationship, but I love him too much to leave. I’m losing everyone I love, and there’s a chance they’ll lose me. I find out this Friday if I have a brain issue/possible tumor or not. The middle school girls small group I lead every Wednesday is what keeps me going. My boyfriend leads a boys small group and the kids look up to us and adore us separately and as a couple. I want to be a good model in life, Christ, and relationships to them. Them and my promise to God are my main reasons to stay pure. What should I do? I feel like everything is falling apart around me. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thank you all and God bless

March 15, 2015 at 21:24


This might sound harsh, but you need to get out of this relationship. Have you ever read the Christy Miller Series?? It’s a series of books that I encourage all girls to read. Anyways there’s a part in one of the books where Christy realizes she needs to let her boyfriend go, and to let him serve God. Yes, it was hard for her but she prayed through it and God gave her peace. I honestly think you need to do the same thing. I think that you know what the right thing to do is. It’s much wiser to be in a relationship when both of you aren’t struggling with depression and ect. I watched a girl on youtube named Cambria, she used to have an eating disorder and now she’s totally let God take the reins in her life and she’s a joyful and beautiful lady! In an awesome relationship too might I add. here’s the link to her testimony https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uFuOEA0oKWY I know it’s long but it’s soo worth it. This might not help you but I know that God will if you ask him, trust him he wants to hear you! I’d recommend these verses Matthew 6:33 and Proverbs 3:5. I hope that things get better for you, I’ll be praying for you 🙂

March 16, 2015 at 11:35


If you want a shorter video first here’s the link to that. it’s the same girl 🙂 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3gsdV_G7nw

March 16, 2015 at 11:39
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