I’ve known my friend Morgan since I was a Sophomore and she was a freshman. We had a class together, and at first I thought she didn’t really like me. I’m a super senior now and she’s a senior. This past summer we became really good friends, like sisters. I know she loves/adores me now, but I don’t see how she can exactly. How can Morgan like me as much as I like her? I worry a lot if I like my friends more than they like me. She has helped me so much, I hope that’s not the case. I just went to her house on Friday. She always tries to make me laugh and get more comfortable. A lot like my own sister. Morgan and her brother Jonathan started singing a song. Also, is it bad I have a little crush on her brother, and if she figured it out would she be mad? She talks about him a lot, so I ask questions about him. I don’t know if I seem too interested in him and his life. We were texting once over an issue I had, and she said “It’s ok. You have other friends!” Then I said “Yeah. I have you and your brother.” She kind of ignored that and when I said he could hang out with us too once. I just thought it might be nice to invite him too because when I come over, the whole family sits in the kitchen with us. I’m not trying to do anything bad. He seemed mostly happy, and his eyes lit up when he said “Hi” to me. He also was talking under his breath really quietly, but smiling at me. Do you think that meant anything bad? I also have hearing aids, so do you think Morgan’s family told knew that? They didn’t treat me any differently, although when Morgan was going to help me with something, her Mom said “She’s got it.”
I also went in another room at one point. He started singing louder as he walked by it, like trying to be noticed maybe? And I’m also Morgan’s buddy in Best Buddies this year. Would she only like me because of that? Thank you again! I didn’t realize until recently he must’ve used to like me. That’s why he probably looked like that at the football game and why he kept staring at me while he was in a group of friends. His face was like so friendly and open, and a little red.
I also think Jonathan might like me because his eyes are always like shinning/happy when he sees me, and it’s like there’s something we can’t look away from. It was so cool looking! Like a bright light. I still can’t forget it. One day we were walking together, and when we said good-bye, we both looked back. It looked like he was looking at my whole face and trying to look into my eyes. It made me feel like people truly cared about me. Also, there was a time when when me and Morgan went to a football game. She said “Let’s find my brother.” So she came up behind him and gave him a hug. He turned around, and his face was so lit up and happy when he saw me. I also noticed his pupils were big. They say smiles are a gift, and I always will remember that one when I’m thinking no one likes me. Throughout, the game, he was standing with some friends but just kept looking at me. His face had the open, happy, and accepting body language. He kept trying to look into my eyes, especially when Morgan showed how much she liked/appreciated me and how happy she was. (Patting me on the head) I have a lot of people who love me, but I cannot tell how loved I feel by her alone. It’s like a special type of acceptance. There was also a Buddy Night so I had opportunity to get a picture with a football player, who at the time I had a huge crush on. Morgan told him we had to wait to get my picture. I don’t know if he was mad about waiting, but he just looked at me with big eyes that were full of emotion. Thank you for all your help! I don’t want to make my friend mad or think I’m using her. She had one friend do that. Definitely not me though! Also advice on if you think her brother likes me would be helpful too. I would just at least want to be his friend too. How could I ask if he can hang out with us too? I usually hang out with friends and their siblings and I like it. My mom said it’s a chemistry thing but I feel like as much of good chemistry I have with Morgan, I have with her brother too. I went in another room at one point. He started singing louder as he walked by it, like trying to be noticed maybe? And I’m also Morgan’s buddy in Best Buddies this year. Would she only like me because of that? Thank you again! I didn’t realize until recently he must have used to like me. That’s why he probably looked like that at the football game and why he kept staring at me while he was in a group of friends. His face was like so friendly and open, and a little red.
|March 6, 2016 at 11:56|
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