Okay so I’ve always kinda thought *Guy 1* was cute. Blonde hair, blue eyes, tan, about half a foot taller then me so its not really awkward like talking to him. I didn’t know him very well though, so I never really thought about it beyond he’s cute. This week though, at camp, even though I didn’t really get to KNOW him, I learned a lot about his personality. Example- he’s the biggest introvert you’ll meet, but he has a bit of a crazy side. (I knew he was quiet but had never seen his crazy side.) Anyways, this all started on the bus ride to camp. Back story blur I was sitting with one of the Zach’s, with one of the other Zach’s, *Guy 1* and *Guy 2* behind me. We decided it would be a good idea to start a game of mafia. So we played. That’s when *Guy 1* became the mafia. We were playing through the round when he accused me. I ended up dying, and I realized it was him who killed me. Then I realized that every time we play,and he’s mafia, I die either by being falsy accused by him, or because he kills me later, and its been like that since I met him. So I didn’t know what to make of it when I picked up on that for the first time in 4 years. Then we were playing volleyball and I sucked at it, so *Guy 2* was teasing me (Just joking type thing) and *Guy 1* got in his face for it, and was like “*GUY 2’S NAME*!!!!” *Guy 2* teased several people, but I was the only one to spark a reaction. Then we’ve just talked for a minute or two here and there over the week. Basically I’m trying to not develop a crush on *Guy 1*, but I’m afraid it might be too late. Since I’m about to move, and idek what to make out of all this, idk what to think or do.
|June 12, 2015 at 18:36|
What would you be looking for out of a relationship right now in your life?
|June 15, 2015 at 20:37|
Well not necessarily even a relationship… Maybe just to start talking some, and think about starting one later down the road.
|June 20, 2015 at 14:21|
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