And it’s really freaking me out. I guess I’m just really discouraged 🙁 He’s lost his job before, and we had to move out of state. It’s so hard to make real, good friends that you can trust and actually talk to (I’m good at making acquaintances, but true friends are so different) , and I’m so tired of getting close/best friends and then having to leave them in another state. Literally this has happened twice before so all my best friends are scattered across the nation. (Sorry, that was really dramatic)
I’ve made some super good friends here, they’re so awesome and encouraging and I just don’t want to move. I’m SO tired of moving. (I’ve ended up moving 8 times in 18 years or various reasons –__–)
Plus, I’m 20 and it’s just really frustrating having to still depend on my parents. I’m applying for a scholarship at a university, and I’m pretty sure I should be able to get it, but I won’t be able to apply until the fall, and then it wouldn’t start college for a little while longer after that.
I just hate having to live with my parents still and have them determine (parts of) my life. Don’t get me wrong, my parents are great and give me plenty of space and everything, and none of this is their fault, it’s just frustrating to me to still be so financially dependent on them.
Sorry for the novel, and thank you for letting me vent to you 😛
Love you all! <3
|April 18, 2015 at 19:45|
It’s too bad that your father lost his job. I really feel for you and I’ll be praying for your situation will get better. Hopefully you’ll soon be able to be independent from your parents and maybe you could look for a job that pays well in your area if you are able to. I don’t know much about college and scholarships, but perhaps you could go to the FAFSA ( Free Application for Federal Student Aid) website and look at their options. I pray that things will get better for you.
|April 18, 2015 at 21:25|
Thank you so much for your prayers 🙂
|April 20, 2015 at 14:13|
|April 21, 2015 at 19:35|
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