I really don’t know what’s wrong with me. Ordinarily I’m pretty confident, positive, and unworried about what people think of me.
Over the last couple days though I’ve been feeling like I’m not very smart, which in turn makes me self-conscious and unconfident . (I promise I’m not trying to turn this into a sob-story, just being honest :P)
I guess I’ve been feeling that way because sometimes when people tell me something (or I read something) I take the information to mean something entirely different than what it was actually meant to mean (even though it does actually make sense if you think about it like me–but most people don’t lol) .
Or I look at some controversial topic a lot differently than other people.
But beyond that, I’m just plain out doubting myself. There’s so much I want to do, and I feel like I just don’t know very much. But I guess lack of knowledge doesn’t make you stupid, it just means you need to…learn more. (Kind of answering my own comment there haha!)
Anyway, I’ve also been overthinking everything lately, worrying about what other’s think and basically feeling like I should have the answer to everything.
Oh, and worrying that the people in my life don’t actually like me, but just tolerate me.
This is a super long post. If you read it, thank you! <3 Actually, just typing this out made me feel better. Y'all are seriously the best.
|December 1, 2014 at 14:35|
It’s probably just one of those terrible, horrible, no good, very bad days. 😉 Surround yourself with people that make you happy, and reminisce in good memories. 🙂
Most of the time, we need the bad days to treasure the good ones. One thing that usually helps me is jamming out and singing. Badly. Off-Key. (I know it sounds crazy, but it works!)
Also, ice cream helps! 😀 😀 😀
|December 3, 2014 at 09:57|
You are beautiful and Jesus loves you. You are in the world, and not of it. Jump up and down like crazy to your fave music, meet up with some friends, and do something to make you happy xxxxx
|December 4, 2014 at 09:26|
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