Hello all! My name is Cozette, I love God, and Jesus so much! Guys I hope you all Choose JOY (Jesus, Others, Yourself)! So anyways I didn't grow up in a Christian household, and I didn't even expierence God/have a relationship with God/accept God into my life until I was in 8th grade. I mean, I always went to church, AWANA, Confirmation, and Bible Camp, but I was just going through the motions. Unfortunatly I've struggled a lot since then, and I'm still striving to be more and more like God, and Jesus!!! When I was in 9th grade, I got confirmed, and I basically let go of God that year, because before I got confirmed in September (I got confirmed in May) one of my best friends died at the age of 14, and it was just really hard for me to go through! Anyways so I went through that and my summer between freshman and sophomore came back, I was on that camp high, where I'm like GOD IS SOOO AWESOME, than comes school and I started letting go again. Winter retreat at Bible Camp with my youth group comes and I'm back onto a camp high, than I go through my letting go. Summer between Sophomore year and Junior year came and I'm like CAMPPPPPP! My thoughts always are 'God, I hope I meet you again, and that you STAY with me!!' Camp came, and within the week of coming home I let go, and went back to my normal ways of sinning in ways I wish I never have. But this time, I had something else within a month away called CHIC which I can say was lifechanging! Shortly after CHIC I got baptized, but than I went back to my sins, and I was like 'I'm baptized, God won't mind, he'll wash me clean' haha yeah, but no. My sins were keeping me further and further from the Kingdom of God, and I know it doesn't sound like its been too long, but I'm glad to say that I haven't done the same, stupid, repetitive sin in about a month.
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