I’ve been having some problems with things like sexual thoughts/jokes and a really bad outlook on life/ negative thoughts. It hurts my daily life and my thoughts on guys as i never want to go out with them or anything cause I feel like I’d be terrible for them and a bad influence. One of my friends joked and asked if I was upgrading from a “good girl to a bad girl” and it won’t stop bugging me. The thoughts of turning away from Christ and going down a different path scare me but i really don’t know how to change. I accepted Christ a long time ago but usually I don’t feel like I’m being a good Christian. It throws my mind into panic and I really don’t know what to do. I don’t want to be a “bad girl” but I don’t know how to avert that path.